so i'm finally ungrounded . . .
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i've been having soooo much to freaking blog about
especially since we've had the CST's and all i've been doing is thinking and thinking and thinking about EVERYTHING.
i need to learn how to make decisions in life -_-
i never know when to move on or whatever'stheoppositeofthat.
cus i am such a freaking jacked up kid who doesn't know what she's going to do with her life.
AND WHOEVER HAS BEEN TEXTING ME OR MESSAGING ME ON MYSPACE
SORRY I HAVENT BEEN RESPONDING. i haven't had my cell phone and laptop -_-
MONDAY:
[some time between 2-3am]
brianne and rebecca show up in my house like OH HEY GURL WASSUUPPP.
no not like that, but they show up in my house and i'm like freaking sleeping.
so i'm sleepingggg and then i hear ONE, TWO, THREE. and next thing you know, i'm getting sprayed with silly string YAY -_-
so i totally thought i was dreaming and i was seriously like what the eff . . .
what are you people doing in my house?
so then they tell me to get my shoes, a jacket, and a bathing suit
i was like WTF!? A BATHING SUIT?! -.-
but yeahh i go outside and there are the other song people and we're like running to the carrr.
becca was trying to find her superrr expensive glasses, which we never found :(
and we were like pissed sitting there at ronald reagan park waiting for the freaking cheer people to hurry upppppp.
and we all had to pee so we're like WAITING AND WAITINGGGGGG.
we were about to go nature peeing but we didn't HAHAHA
we're gonna go see UP! so cuteeeee! SQUIRREL . . .
HAHAHA wowwww
well anyways we were gonna go swimming and skinny dipping or who knows what.
but we just went to denny's and someone's house who smells like joann's or michaels
hahahaha then they made everyone look PRETTY with unibrows and other cutesy stuff
BUT NOT TO ME!! cus i go to school alone -.- boo. but it's kinda a good thing . . .
oh and i can't download pictures cus my memory card thing broke -____-
well anyways, after that we got dropped off at dbhs all glittery and stuff. not fun.
then my mom came at like 7:00 ish then i got my backpack and went to school -.-
I LOVE THE SHIRTS THEY MADE US! so secksyyy. and i never got to go home to change so whateverrr
i got to school and i was wide awake but then later i crashed and slept in like every class . . . and almost p.e. HAHAHA is that possible?
AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVELYN YEN!!!!!!! <3
I forgot everything else that happened that day.
oh and i think i was grounded this day? and for 2 more days.
TUESDAY:
i don't think anything happened?
went to dance and the usuallll
in lyrical we finished our recital dance! but it's super short.
no soccer so i stayed for tumbling and learned part of the recital dance that they already finished . . .
WEDNESDAY:
wow. one of the worst days in my life.
i'm not going to even go in to details.
crying my freaking eyeballs outtttttttttttttttttttttttttt UGHH
worst feeling in the world. always screaming. cuts on my arms. NOT LIKE THAT in a way.
i felt like such an ugly, horrible person. -_- i was miserable beyond belief.
oh and earlier in the day erin and i went to YOGURT LAND! YUM. so gooooooood :) and someonesomeone told me a witto seequit! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
oh ohhh and at dance i was in a realllyyyyy good mood !
tumblinggggggg i got my front walk over downn! (it's just a statement.)
and now im trying to do an aerial in place like without running and yeah . . . and a valdez. -.-
WELL ANYWAYS it was a big accomplishment for me so don't get all pissy.
then in hiphop we did everything the sameeee and worked on the recital dance that we keep changing -.- lmao. after class i went digging in my bag for money.
I FOUND $2.90! and show group got out early so i went with danielle and hayley to starbucks.
hayley found like $2 or something and then when we got to starbucks we realized we didn't have enough money for anything -_- so we went to caesar's pizza somethingsomething and got sierra mist and fruit punchhhhhh. then used leftovers at dance to buy famous amos cookies and those fruit snack thingys with the strawberries. HAHA 15 each hayley . . .
OH AND HAYLEY'S A BACKUP DANCER FOR LIKE 3 PEOPLE !!! and she's my age.
what a weeeeeeeeeeeeeiner. >:]
then late night class was whateverr. went over the recital dance and i don't know life half of it. -_-
after i got home all the bad stuff happened. -_______-
but of course, thursday was back to normal again cus i'm such a rebound girl. :/
yay for being so heartless.
TODAY:
was dhiuqwfbwRHGB UIHFuorugjaetnoz;klbmz
mixed signalsss. -_- mnyehh.
danceee: no one was there but me, danielle, and hayley.
learned the rest of the recital dance finally.
WE CHANGED THE SONG AND DANCE LIKE 5 TIMES. LITERALLY.
then went to soccerrrr. danielle and i posed for RYAN and all them boys HAHAHA KIDDING!
stupid usual stuffffffffffffff.
after practice i stayed with amy and fought with cupcakes and we made fools of ourselves as all the guys walked by. teeheee :]
oh and i'm happy for you arianna(erin)! AND IT'S NOT WEIRD STUPIDDDD. kekekekeke bubbles ;)
i don't remember anything else
oh, but other stuff still happened that i would rather not speak of.